Author: John Green
Published: January 10th, 2012 by Dutton Books
Diagnosed with Stage IV thyroid cancer at 13, Hazel was prepared to die until, at 14, a medical miracle shrunk the tumours in her lungs... for now.
Two years post-miracle, sixteen-year-old Hazel is post-everything else, too; post-high school, post-friends and post-normalcy. And even though she could live for a long time (whatever that means), Hazel lives tethered to an oxygen tank, the tumours tenuously kept at bay with a constant chemical assault.
Enter Augustus Waters. A match made at cancer kid support group, Augustus is gorgeous, in remission, and shockingly to her, interested in Hazel. Being with Augustus is both an unexpected destination and a long-needed journey, pushing Hazel to re-examine how sickness and health, life and death, will define her and the legacy that everyone leaves behind
My Thoughts:
“But I believe in true love, you know? I don't believe
that everybody gets to keep their eyes or not get sick or whatever, but
everybody should have true love, and it should last at least as long as your
life does.”
How to start my review on this
particular novel? As some of you may have known, I’m a medical student and a
licensed nurse, and despite the fact, I never really pursued my nursing career
because I’ve entered medical school as soon as I got my degree it’s still a bit
hard to comment on a novel based on a disease, I have been studying and is
studying at the moment. That’s why I won’t really put my review on the
technicalities of cancer and it’s development and all those geeky stuff but
instead I would focus on the story in itself since this is a book review.
To tell you the truth, I’ve never
really read anything made by John Green, until this one. What got me interested
in it is because I kept on seeing it on our local bookstore as the number one
book to read. And that got me, wanting to actually read this particular novel
despite the fact that I’m very busy these past few days with my school works.
As I have told you before, I usually read novels during boring lectures and
that’s what exactly I’ve done with this one.
And reading only a bit of it, I was
instantly hooked. I felt that the love presented in the book is perfect and yet
you can’t help but feel a bit unfair. It makes you question a lot of things.
Embarrassingly enough, I stopped reading until I got home because I was trying
to stop myself from crying during class and despite wanting to continue on
reading I stopped and went home and at the confines of my room enter the world
of Hazel and Gus.
The main protagonist, Hazel Grace,
in my opinion, is so well made (not in a sense of being Mary Sue-ish). I said
that because she not your typical heroine, who is so pretty and so positive and
so strong (although I think she is) and all those superlatives that you can
think of. She’s just Hazel Grace, a surprising survivor of a stage 4-thyroid cancer,
who according to her mother needs to socialize more and be a teenager like she
is and not bury herself on reading this one book (that in my opinion became a
very important standing ground of the story). For me, she’s someone who is
trying to be sarcastic in order to make her feel strong, in a way. And I feel
like her falling in love was never really in her mind because she have already
set her mind that in anytime her medications or therapy might fail and she does
not want to leave to many people to be hurt when she’s gone. I can’t really
tell much about her because I felt that no matter what I say I can’t perfectly
explain who Hazel Grace is and actually that’s how I really felt about her.
While, her other half in the story,
is Augustus Waters. Augustus is also a cancer survivor, and he is portrayed as
a handsome young man with one fake leg for he lost it during his fight with
cancer. I totally adore Augustus to tell you the truth. He’s also not your
perfect guy next door to swoon at but for me he’s just perfect. I love the way
he would try to find sarcasm in depressing times. And the way he would call
Hazel as Hazel Grace made me feel all giggly and happy inside. The way he fell
in love with Hazel is so beautifully made despite my aversion to instant love
at first sight kind-of-thing. I’m not sure but they just work. His wittiness
and carelessness and all the things that made him Gus felt right for me even
his faults.
The last thing I’ll talk about is
the romance side of the story and after that I’ll end this review because I
really don’t want to say more due to the fact that I want you to read this
particular book.
So, the romance part and I’ll start
my review on that part with this one thought; it’s like a fairytale with a finished yet unfinished happy ending. Kind
of confusing right? But that’s what I felt because the way the fell in love with
each other is like a fairytale in itself. I’m not being mean or something but
it’s hard to fall in love when you are thinking to many things and it’s
especially hard to get in a relationship if you know that you’re entering
something that maybe one of you may die in an instant. That’s actually Hazel’s
dilemma. She doesn’t want to enter a relationship because for her she’s like a
bomb that is constantly ticking and suddenly she would explode leaving everyone
around her hurt. While, Gus believes that they should live in the moment and
once you fall in love you can’t stop yourself. You can’t order yourself to
stop. And the author showed this in a real warm and very subtle way, in a way,
he presented their love story in a heart fluttering and at the same time a
heart wrenching way. And I would like to quote another one from this book
because I felt this part explained everything about their relationship;
“There are infinite numbers between 0 and 1. There's .1
and .12 and .112 and an infinite collection of others. Of course, there is a
bigger infinite set of numbers between 0 and 2, or between 0 and a million.
Some infinities are bigger than other infinities. A writer we used to like
taught us that. There are days, many of them, when I resent the size of my
unbounded set. I want more numbers than I'm likely to get, and God, I want more
numbers for Augustus Waters than he got. But, Gus, my love, I cannot tell you
how thankful I am for our little infinity. I wouldn't trade it for the world.
You gave me a forever within the numbered days, and I'm grateful.”
Well, this is my review for the
Fault in our Stars and hope you would have time to actually read this. Because;
“Sometimes, you read a book and it fills you with this
weird evangelical zeal, and you become convinced that the shattered world will
never be put back together unless and until all living humans read the book.”
I’m giving this 5 Whale Stars.
I still haven't read anything by John Green, and I was actually thinking I might start with this book as well. Or maybe with Looking for Alaska. I'm still not sure, but I have a feeling both are going to be quite heartbreaking.
ReplyDeleteNice review. :)
Thanks. I think you would also love this as your first john green book.
Deletehaven't read looking for alaska but i'm already at the half of his book: Paper Towns
hope you'll love any of his novel because so far, he's a really consistent style type of writer :)
~jamie :)
This is the first book I read from John Green. I'm planning to read Looking for Alaska soon.
ReplyDeleteLove your review and the quotes you posted above are my favorites too! hehe
glad you love my review >_<
Deletei'm actually reading his novel paper towns but i might try looking for alaska soon
-jamie :)
I LOVE LOVE LOVE FAULT IN THE STARS. Everytime I read quotes from it, I feel tears burn my eyes. *sniff sniff* Like now.
ReplyDeleteLovely review :D
@ A Discombobulated Balladry
thanks :)
DeleteActually, there are times when i just want to read the part where i really cried and even though i now what will happen and the way they said it... I still cry hahaha
~jamie
AHHHH! LOVE this book. Love. It. I read and reviewed this a couple weeks ago and couldn't resist filling it with quotes :) Great review!
ReplyDeletethanks and glad you love this book like i did.
Delete~jamie
Oh this is such a beautiful review, I've had my eye on this book for sometime now but have been quite scared about picking it up, as I've heard it's quite heartbreaking. But I promise I will get onto it soon! :)
ReplyDeleteActually, I was really expecting a negative cancer story but this one is not. So, it's not really as heart breaking as you thought. The story would go in that turn near the end part of the story and you might cry like I did.
DeleteHope you'll have time to read this one too. :)
~jamie
I haven't read any John Green's work either but i'm hoping to read this one soon. Even though, it does sound really emotional.
ReplyDeleteRead it! hahaha
DeleteIt's actually more philosophical with the way John Green used his words but I swear there are bits and pieces of drama in the start and middle of the story and the real crying part is near the end. So, I guess it's not a novel based on all drama.
Hope you'll enjoy this as much as I did.
~jamie :)
I so definitely agree! I was seeing this book everywhere but never picked it up because I tend to avoid hyped up books. I even went into it doubtful and not that excited but it blew me away and like you, I was hooked within a few pages. Great review!
ReplyDeleteWe're almost the same.
DeleteI was really contemplating whether to read this one or not. And I was like, what the heck just read it! And I did. It's a really nice read. :)
~jamie
I love how much you love this book. It's a lot of people's favorite of 2012. Personally, I don't usually read this type of book. Not because I don't think I'll enjoy it or anything, I just hate the bittersweet feeling that comes with them. I'm glad you enjoye it so much though!
ReplyDeleteJesse @ Pretty In Fiction
Thanks. :)
DeleteWell, it's really hard to read emotional type of books if around one part your crying your eyes out but it's a nice feeling to cry once in a while and enjoy the drama. haha.
~jamie :)
You review was so beautifully written and I agree with everything you said! I smiled to myself when you said you couldn't continue this book in public because I could completely identify with that! I was such a total mess for about 200 pages of this book and can't imagine reading it anywhere but the confines of my bedroom with a tissue box close at hand.
ReplyDeleteGreat review!
Lauren @ Hughes Reviews